Lump
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I haven’t felt like writing in a while; most of the time aside from work, I just stretch out in bed and occasionally (OK, more often than that) fall asleep. I think Autumn considers me another cat.
Read MoreDrawing lines
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I want to make it clear where I stand so I’m just going to put this up front:
Black lives matter.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: May 10
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I’m running out of things to write about, so I decided this is going to be my last update under the “Social Distancing Diaries” title, and will only update whenever I feel particularly moved to do so.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: May 6
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I made it outside on a nice day for a change; I had to pick up a few groceries this evening, and it was actually pretty warm. I even did a few chores around the house in the meantime. Not all of them, though; that would still require me to be a little more focused than I actually am these days.
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Social Distancing Diaries - April 29
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I'm feeling tired this evening. I had to make a run for a few groceries and cat treats, and I just want to lay in bed and do very little for the rest of the night.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: April 26
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I was feeling pretty scattered and drained on Thursday and Friday. Part of it was everything that was going on here and in the world, part of it was the cumulative effect of several nights where I just couldn’t fall asleep quickly, even with the CPAP machine.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: April 22
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I’m sitting at my laptop on a Wednesday night after taking a nap that lasted a little longer than it should have. I had a dream involving a trip to Winnipeg (which was much bigger and nicer than I remembered), watching an SNL episode that was completely different than the real thing, and trying to escape from a house where I inadvertently crashed a party. Fun times.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: April 19
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Before we begin, I don’t really have the words to say anything about the tragedy that just happened in Nova Scotia other than that it was awful.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: April 15
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It’s hard to know what to write here these days. There really isn’t a whole lot distinguishing one day from another aside from whether I have to work or not, or days where I run errands.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: April 11
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I posted a question on my different social media pages to check in with people on my friends lists the other day, and a few people who responded asked how I was doing. I find it a little easier and more convenient to write it all here and just share the link everywhere.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: April 8
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John Prine died yesterday. I knew he was ill with COVID-19 and that it was pretty bad, but the news was still a blow.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: April 4
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My birthday went well, all things considered. A lot of people took the time to send greetings over Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram, I spoke with my family on the phone for a little bit, I ordered dinner in from Swiss Chalet, and had the cheesecake I bought on Wednesday.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: April 1
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My birthday is tomorrow; I turn 38. I remember reading something when I was a kid about something next occurring in 2020 and thinking that was a long way away, and expecting my life to be more or less what a typical child’s version of their adult self would be
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: March 28
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I’m about 10 days into this whole self-isolation thing; I went to work the morning of the 18th just to get some settings on my work computer adjusted to allow me to work from home, and aside from a handful of supply runs to the grocery store, I’ve been inside since.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: March 25
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I hope everyone reading this is doing alright. I know this self-isolation hasn’t been too big an adjustment from my regular lifestyle, but I see a lot of my friends are going a little bit shack-wacky and feeling lonely, disconnected and anxious. If you’re reading this and feeling this way, your feelings are valid and I see you.
Read MoreSocial Distancing Diaries: March 21
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It’s the first Saturday since I started working from home. So far, it hasn’t been too much of an adjustment; I tended to hide in my cubicle in the office, though occasionally I would venture out to the kitchen or to the pod where a few of my colleagues would station. It’s not particularly lonely either, though for the time being, I’m choosing to step back my social media usage. As I said before, this blog is where I’m doing my main reaching out, so if people want find out how I’m doing, keep checking this space.
Read MoreIf anyone needs me, you know where to find me
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I was originally going to post an update next week, but it looks like I’m going to be stuck in the apartment for the most part until further notice. I was getting pretty overwhelmed by my Facebook and Twitter feeds, especially since the algorithms have been prioritizing content related to the pandemic, so for the time being I’m limiting my time on them (I deleted both from my phone) and am going to post on here every few days just so people don’t worry about me.
Read MoreAt least there are cat pictures
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I’ve been feeling creatively blocked for a little while, so this is just going to be another quick check in about my recent whereabouts and so forth.
Read MoreDoing what I can
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Writing is hard.
Writing is particularly hard when you’re lost in your own head. It’s hard to get much of anything done in that state, but to have to put a coherent string of words together is particularly challenging, especially when you purport to represent your inner self in your writing.
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There’s a podcast called The Loudest Girl In The World, hosted by Lauren Ober. The show concerns Ober’s autism diagnosis at 42, as well as her experience dealing with this information and opening up to others about it. When I listened to it last summer, I related pretty heavily to what she was talking about. I’ve also started to make peace with how my own brain works in the last few years. It’s been a rough road, though.